Showing posts with label The inner alder. Show all posts
Showing posts with label The inner alder. Show all posts

Friday, November 14, 2008

Los alisos se fueron


One of the chief reasons I bought the condo pictured here (upstairs) was the magnificent mature alders the grew in front of it. This was back in spring of 2002. I felt as though I were living in a treehouse. I talked to the trees (it's something I do as I have bonded with trees since I was young) and I prayed with them. I offered prayer tobacco to them. I named my home Los Alisos (Spanish for The Alders).

In January 2003 management had them all cut to the ground and the roots pulled up.



I was crushed and my home was never the same again.

Learning something from Buddhism about impermanence, I realized that while the alders no longer manifested they had always been and would always be. And I had to nurture my inner alder tree, that which they had given me me.

So I mourned, burnt incense at each new cavity in the earth, offered more prayer tobacco, and let my inner tree grow stronger.

This is a post about Mount Calvary.

I acknowledge impermanence, I bow to necessity, I make space for the retreat within.


Updated with link to Mt Calvary
--the BB